The reality is that I'm almost willing to feel anything other than this pain. I'd rather be high. Or drunk. Or pissed off MAD.
Category: relationships
Passerby
Remember in the Sex & the City movie after Big freaked on the wedding day, then Carrie got into the limo & they drove pass each other & briefly met eyes? It was just like that.Except that I was in my office & he was in the back of a car. But I saw him, …
Out of the Blue. Again.
I really feel like Aiden should know me by now. Know me well enough to know that I know when he starts calling multiple times with random questions, something is on his mind. So I wasn’t surprised that he’s been reading my blogs & checking up & things like that because he’s always supported my …
The Real Thing
Am I open to love again? Yes. Absolutely. I love falling in love. It feels so good. And if what I felt with him could feel that good & it wasn't real just imagine how good it will feel when it is The Real Thing. * I'm not sure if what I felt, what I had with …
Existential Moments
I'm not even sure what led me there today: my heart, my legs, my feet or my head, but I ended up on an empty park bench this afternoon. The same one where we, in fact, were just days before, holding hands & looking up at the sky. I sat there, in the exact spot …
Just like Déjà Vu
I hear the door to the hallway open. Around the corner walks my co-worker straight towards me, "De'Ja, some guy in the hallway is asking for you." My heart did a back tuck & my mouth, I'm sure, hit the floor, I swallowed a breath & gathered my composure so as not to alarm my …
Seeing is Believing?
What do you believe? What you see. What you hear. Or what you feel.
Dealing with a Narcissist
After everything I did to try & defend him, my sister very politely said, "I'm sorry, D. I still think he's a bad guy."
Challenge & Change
If it doesn't challenge you then it doesn't change you.
I Got Stood Up!
Well. Kinda. And by a guy that I'm not even sure that I wanted to go out with to begin with.