“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.” ― Mary Oliver
Author: TheRealBlackCarrieBradshaw
Author. Blogger. Creator.
Run In, Run Out
I was secretly still hoping for a casual run in, that is, until it happened.
A Peace of Me
Everything has changed yet everything has stayed the same.
Unanswered Prayers
The next day I realized that God's decision not to honor my request was the answer.
I’d Rather Go Blind
Written by Ellington Jordan, Billy Foster Performed by Etta James Something told me that it was over, yeah When I saw you and her talking Something deep down in my soul said "Cry, girl" cry, cry When I saw you and her walking around And I'd rather I'd rather go blind boy Than to see you …
It’s Just Gonna Take Some Time
The reality is that I'm almost willing to feel anything other than this pain. I'd rather be high. Or drunk. Or pissed off MAD.
Passerby
Remember in the Sex & the City movie after Big freaked on the wedding day, then Carrie got into the limo & they drove pass each other & briefly met eyes? It was just like that.Except that I was in my office & he was in the back of a car. But I saw him, …
Out of the Blue. Again.
I really feel like Aiden should know me by now. Know me well enough to know that I know when he starts calling multiple times with random questions, something is on his mind. So I wasn’t surprised that he’s been reading my blogs & checking up & things like that because he’s always supported my …
The Real Thing
Am I open to love again? Yes. Absolutely. I love falling in love. It feels so good. And if what I felt with him could feel that good & it wasn't real just imagine how good it will feel when it is The Real Thing. * I'm not sure if what I felt, what I had with …
Breakup. Breakthrough.
If the way we communicate with someone says anything about how we feel about that person, then what was he saying to me?